Actually i do not intend to write my blog this late, but since my frenz invited me to watch a movie. After the movie "同門/Rebellion" we went to mamak "yum cha", chit-chatting till 1 something. And now i'm here writing my post.
New semester, mostly new lecturers, quite interesting indeed, lazy to describe bout them actually~
When talk bout watching movie, i remembered the cinema and i rmb that day, when we watched a movie together. Even though it was in a group, not juz d 2 of us, and even if we were not sat next to each other, it felt like we were connected somewhere in our heart, via the sweater i lent u, as warm as my passion and my feelings towards u. I wonder, can u still feel it, even now? I can tell that, i can, still.
I just hope that my education will b over in another moment and start my career as well as my relationship life. However, I still wish for those moments i spent together with everyone i met during my education time. Such as my group members, when we worked together for our assignments and presentation and so on. As well as the time we spent together chit-chatting, talking craps, lame joke/topics, and everything. It was just fun!
And i believe that i will b able to experience them even more in the future, when i go further my study. But my desire for "those" peaceful days together wif her, even more stronger. I haven't give up, just yet! And i will not, that easily. Those short moments we spent together will b carved into my memories for now. But i will work harder, so that we will hav more precious moments spend together, more preferably, just the two of us =P .
I was already waiting for those moments since i told her my feelings. But that was not over yet. Actually i already know the reason for ur answer, and it was just the same thing as i had thought, but i didn't able to tell her dat much in detail, bout wat i wish for/ask for. So it was my mistake too. But the next time i will not make such silly mistake anymore, such misleading idea i proposed for. And will it be on her birthday again? I believe dat i really did leave some unforgetable memories in her. Perhaps it will not be her coming birthday, a next one, or two, perhaps, which is when i feel that we are both fit to be in a relationship. I will make sure on that before i propose to her again.
Although i might sounds like i am crazy for her, but i am serious here. At the same time i will definitely respect her ideas as well. Even if d others will think that "u think too much" or "it is just ur own reasons, sounds like forcing", then let me tell u, i am not. i am 100% rational about my own action, the only thing i can say is dat "i planned my future", that's all i can tell u. Do not forget that i will definitely respect her own reasoning.
For those who thought that i had think too much, thanks for ur concern =) . But i hav confidence in myself. As long as v work hard and never give up, v can overcome any obstacles dat appear throughout our journey of life.
No comments:
Post a Comment